it makes me sad

when im not right next to you.you make me :D!

heyy

ii want to be perfect for you. i wish time would go by faster so we could betaking our next baby steps. i want you there every morning to kiss my nose and make me coffee. i want you there everynight to kiss my forhead before i sweep. lets do everyhing we can to make us last.

iihopeyoufeelthesameway

ii feel so comfortable around you.

yesterday

wa perfectt. i couldnt of asked ofr a better day. just everything went soo right. i hope the rest of ours days can be like this. mwah.

tomorow..

is going to be perfectt. im so excited to she her face. and to see what ii got. im not going to be able to sleep. ahhhh. i hope she likes what i got her, im scared. either way iilll love you foreverr!

the saloon

this place is soo boring. checking everything i got on the computer three zillions time in three hours. texting my booboo, playing my bass. shockemandshockem robots by myself is no fun. i wish you were here to keep me company and give me kisses. and to use room three when i close for the break. i wish this place would get busy the day goes by so much fasterr. oh well one more hour how bad could this bee. most likely terriblee. come in people keep me busyy!

dinobearswear..

iloveyou.

i wish

i wish for the restof my life i could just remember everything we ever plan. it makes me weak and worthless when i cant remember important fun plans we make.even if it was to just see you for five mins its important. i upset you so muchwhen i do this, it makes it hard for me to not shead a tear when i do upset you. notonlynow you dont want to see me, i cant tomorow either. i fell to the ground, my legs gave out. ii wish you could still let me go with you. becuase nothing in the world is more important to me then you. nothing!