im sorrry..

for making you upset these past few days. for not hanging out with you even after how much i said i missed you and stuff. just nothing is going right with this snow. i hate it, its messing up so much and making us both upset. but i do think i know why you are upset,i think its becuase i hungout with my friends instead of you. but today i couldnt.i couldnt get a car, and then you told me you were going to lindseys. then jake called me like twenty mins after you have told me that so i hungout with him and josh. i dont know. im really sorry, i hope i can makethis up to you tomorow.

i reallly cryinggg right now.

i thought of you. and i started crying=,). you care so much. iloveyousomuchh.

please no sleepover. i kinda dont mind you hanging out, but i dont like the sleepover idea=,(

ii havent...

blogged in forever. but these past two days i watched lindsey itlle puppie boootis and its was fun. we slept all day untill lindsey got home. i suprised her with a grilled cheese, i hope she liked itt and today she woke me up with a perfect little kiss. ahh i loveher. shes so perfect and makes me soo so sooo happy:D. but i hadto leave her house early becuase of snow, humph!=I anyway i just wanted to blogg!

ps. iloveyouboo.

cars card....

buffilo wing pringles, sweedish fish and ;) dicee equal the most perfect bestest valentines day ever! iloveyouboo!

boooo

think about mee. i think about youuu!=)

i wish you were heree. i miss youu. i hope i can see you soon boo.=,(

it didnt bother before. but now that think about it, it does. and im sure the closer the time comes.the worst its going to bother me. but ill live. itsnobiggie.

us. i see us forever. i cant see anything ever happen to us.

i love you.

everything..

i ever told you about growing up together and getting a house and all the fanastys we ever talked about. well theyre all truth, truth from my heart. i want them to happen more then anything in the whole wide world.i dont care if that house was a dinky apartment as long asi was waking up next to you i was would of bee more then happy. now that youre gone i want this to happen more then before, and everyday that will go by im going to want it more and more and more. you given me more strength now to prove to you that i wont hurt you ever agian. if you give me thatone last chance ill prove that all we have said can come true. and make things happen. i love you, truely really do. i can do this, i can make you a believer. give me the chance.

i hugged the two of them and said, "i dont think youre going to see your mommy agian guys"

im good at hiding my emotions around people. but as soon as i get home alone, i drain every thing thats has built up.

i still love you. and always will. i can never love anyone else, ever.

im sorry. im sorry for everything. i hope you still love me. i love you.

i doo...

i do love you. i do know you are the only girl i have intrest in. i dont care how much you dont believe me. but i know and so do the butterflies in my stomach know that you are the only girl i will ever, ever love. and are the only girl my heart is set on.

i turned..

the keyy, the car started. i told myself ill sit here and let the car warm up. really i was sitting there for a minute to see if you would come out to just give me a kiss. no kiss. i deserve it. i really deserved it. i know i lied before. im sorry. but i have been telling you the truth about everything. no lies. none. and im going to keep on telling you the truth just to keep us. i want us, i want us forever. i just hope you believe that and feel the same. old me is gone forever, he has been. but new me is now being punished for old me. and i deserve it. i cried not to make you feel bad, but becuase i know how much old me hurt you and liedd. i really do tell you the truth now with everything, i just hope you believe me. i hope you still love me, i love you. always.

i hope you still love new me. new me is here to stay. i am doing everything i can to make us last.

i hate old me to death. i was scum. old me still comes back to bite me in the ass. now im paying for how stupid i was. i hate you old me. to death.